September 09, 2009

Resting in peace.

Everyone has to die. And everyone knows that. My question is if death is the ultimate truth then why don’t we accept it happily? Here is Pavi. She chose the matter of her death and the way too.

It was too late to call it night, but you can’t call it morning as it’s too early for dawn too. Night’s brush dipped itself in the dark blue with the blackish tinge in it and painted the canvas of sky with millions of diamonds studded in it. She woke up. Went to everyone’s room and kissed their cheeks without them knowing. Sent SMS to all her friends. She wore her best dress, a light blue strapless gown with dark blue dust sprinkled on it. She let down her long curls and wore dark blue pearls in her neck. Without her shoes she stepped out. And went on, till she reached the bridge. Climbed up and looked around. And then slowly she let her legs slip into the enormous blue. First her toe, Knee and then the whole body touched the chilly water. She thought its going to be fun but it pricked her as thrones. For once she regretted and tried coming back up. But by now she was down enough to not get back and her chest, nose and eyes were burning as if was set on fire. After fighting with water and clutching it with failure she suddenly caught a glance of a starfish. Starfish smiled at her signifying her welcome. She smiled back. The water became strangely comfortable now. As she was drowning, her gown floated as if they were wings and her hair had spread upwards to form a micelle. They were looking like a tiara on her head. And she was looking like the water princess. ‘The blue water princess.’ She was still going down, deep in water. Then she saw goldfishes all around her. They looked happy and she felt cozy in between them. Their world was amazingly beautiful. She always wanted to fly but she never knew floating is much easier and adventurous. And now she was surrounded with stingrays. They were waving their tails. She waved back to bid them final good bye. Now everything was calm. Calm and quiet. First rays of sun entered and showered golden glitters on her. For once she looked up and smiled. She thought how beautiful this world is. She thanked everybody. Missed her family and friends. Kissed the necklace her love gave and started feeling sleepy. She had panicked enough. No energy left even to move her eyeballs now. Half sleepy, every time she blinked, that blackness bought the flash back of all her memories. Whether good, bad or related to nothing at all. And now she was a few inches away to the seabed where millions of lives must have turned into fossils and she was in the row. First her toe, knee and then the whole body touched the soft surface to lay down low among the tickling weeds. Her face was up and what all she could see was water. She thought -‘Ah! So long it took to complete this journey’. And then with bubbles around she started falling asleep. She thought ‘no need to panic no need to do anything, sleeping is good … silence is good’ It felt like she was on her mother’s lap. It was so calm, so quiet and peaceful everywhere. Felt like heaven. The ‘blue princess’ went to see the longest dream ever. RIP. Pavi…

Wasn’t that journey beautiful? The way she died was not painful or sad. Rather she made it wonderful. :) How do you wish to die?

Lyrics | Taylor Swift lyrics - Crazier lyrics

September 08, 2009

What is it with you?

I don’t really know what is it with you?
Whenever you are near I feel everything is new.
All my problems dissolve and
I know it is you who solves.
Without me showing,
Without me knowing.
You make me think so much, even the impossible. You have some powers.
You are out of this world. I want to meet you up above in the starry showers
Your smile just heals
All my pains and it deals,
Soothingly and
Come paint my world
Choose your own colors
I would not mind
Take your time.
I will just stare at you
Like little drops of dew
I don’t really know what is it with you?

September 03, 2009

Are you gone?

I’m here now
But I’m alone
You say you are around me.
But it seems like you are gone
There is nothing now
Not even the sound
I want to stay still
My world’s upside down
I often sit and cry. Saying:
‘Oh come soon! Please.’
Everything in my life is hard
Won’t you come and put them on ease?
Have you left? Or it’s just me?
Promises kept, till eternity
Come now, my world’s falling
Come now, my love’s calling
I try to gel around
Thinking, people would help
But I realize soon that
I cannot do your swap
I’m here now
But I’m alone
You say you are around me
But it seems like you are gone